Samira Vivette

Understand this:

I lost myself for most of my life,

altering and diluting my

energy to fit in with those who

eventually abandoned me.


Do you think I'm going to

continue to deny or tone down 

my essence in the slightest?


You're going to see all of me.

Love me or hate me.

But at least I won't hate me.

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