First Poem of 2024
Sometimes I wonder what any of it means They say God doesn’t help those who do not help themselves so I tried / I tried again / always trying, trying again but this time I can’t do it / anymore / I’m so tired of this back and forth this pretending to be what they want / so I was myself and he latched on fast I was a baby bird in a lion’s den / thank God it was quick, I flew out in the nick What if he comes to find me? / How can a lion say a baby bird led him on? May God help you, he said / May God help you / but the thing is, when I met you you said God was the answer: beginning / and end / then last night you said you didn’t want anyone who loved God too much / or not at all What does that even mean? Love bombing from the start / I thought you loved my heart but it turns out you held me in your hand / fingers were a cage to lock me in not happening again / I’ll die before I let that happen ever again, I’ll die instead So if you’re gonna come get me / th